好想好想

对每样东西每样事情都没信心

早上十点半了

什么事都没DONE

今天想什么结果

好不好离开

好不好放弃

好想好想改变

好想好想摊在沙滩

什么也不理

一点也不快乐

很想要哭

说话没人听

好累 好累

人是这样累的吗？

理性与非理性一直互相抵消

头里唯一没有的是

自己

孙燕姿 ，逆光

歌手：孙燕姿 专辑：逆光

也许我一直害怕有答案
也许爱情仅在风里打转
离开释怀
很短暂又重来
有时候自问自答
我不要困难把我们击散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我一人留下
有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
我不要困难把我们击散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我一人留下
有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
我以为无路后退
反复证明这份爱有多不对
背对着你如此漆黑
忍住疲惫
睁开眼打开窗
才发现你就是光芒!
有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
光芒
你是光芒

歌迷成佛

追求心中的目标

放弃所有其他的执着

包括所有无怨无悔支持的双亲

我该不该问你值不值得

因为每人都非常好奇你是怎么做到的

难道你已经悟了 六根尽弃

死亡笔记 Death Note

昨晚看Death Note 漫画。
讲有一本笔记，只要写上某人的名字，40 秒后那人就会死。

这漫画不错，有很多推理，故事的结构非常完整与精彩,画工很细致。

很久没看到这样好的漫画。看了一半，今晚再慢慢享受。

Conversation With God

Conversation With God

God :   Hello. Did you call me?

Me :     Called you? No. Who is this?

God :    This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will

             chat.

Me :     I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy

            now. I am in the midst of something.

God :   What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

Me :     Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become

            hectic. It's rush hour all the time.

God :   Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you

            results.  Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.

Me:      I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I

            was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant

            messaging chat.

God:    Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you

           some clarity.  In this net era, I wanted to reach you

           through the medium you are comfortable with.

Me:     Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God:    Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes

            it complicated.

Me:     why are we then constantly unhappy?

God :    Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about

             yesterday. You are worrying because you are

             analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why

             you are not happy.

  Me :     But how can we not worry when there is so much

            uncertainty?

God:    Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

 Me:     But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.

God:    Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me:     If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God:    Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold

           cannot be purified without fire.  Good people go through

           trials, but don't suffer.   With that experience their life

            become better not bitter.

Me:     You mean to say such experience is useful?

God :   Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She

           gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me:     But still, why should we go through such tests? Why

           can't we be free from problems?

God:    Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial

           Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength

           comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are

           free from problems.

Me:     Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know

           where we are heading.

God :   If you look outside you will not know where you are

            heading. Look inside.  Looking outside, you dream.

            Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart

            provides insight.

Me:     Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than

           moving in the right direction.  What should I do?

God:    Success is a measure as decided by others.

        Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing

           the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode

           ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with

           the clock.

Me:      In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God:    Always look at how far you have come rather than how

           far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what

           you are missing.

Me:     What surprises you about people?

God:    When they suffer they ask, "why me? When they

           prosper, they never ask "Why me" Everyone wishes to

           have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of

           the truth.

Me:     Sometimes I ask, who I am, why am I here. I can't get

           the answer.

God:    Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you

           want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are

           here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a

           process of creation.

Me:     One last question.  Sometimes I feel my prayers are not

           answered.

God:    There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer

            is NO.

Me:     Thank you for this wonderful chat.  I am so happy to

           start the day with a new sense of inspiration.

God:    Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your

            doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve

            not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if

            you know how to live.

Queen Bay

星期四，跑去新的皇后湾 Jalan-jalan. 在Bolthers 的Starbuck 拍到这张风雨欲来的槟城大桥。

非常感恩可以舒服的坐在Starbuck喝咖啡。

每次忙了一段日子，总相离开，走走。

这次下定切心，要去Langkawi relax 一下。

希望风雨欲来
来卸尽烦恼

Recent

What will do we you in StarBuck?

Drinking coffee elegantly?
Seem to be little people doing that. Most people come in order for iceblended, how to enjoy the real coffee with this!

Bring laptop to show off?
Im one of this people. Is not show off, just I can only online here beside my office. I keep busy on my laptop till the Starbuck staff asking me :' What are you busy on? '. Have to "pura-pura" a bit telling them I 'm writing a book. Ha..(show off)

Staring everyone in and everyone out?
I think most people do this. Starbucking is the new life style in town. You can find spice girl and uncle around.

Gathering with Friends
This group of people will the noisy source. Bla bla bla, showing picture, telling joke, big laughing..... I prefer this way.

eh....can't think any more. To be continue......

A.Chin,